| Is this too much? |
[Jan. 4th, 2008|07:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My Dads | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | All Time Low | ] |
* I want someone in my life, that loves me for me.
* I want someone to call me beautiful when I look awful!
* I want someone who loves music just as much as me.
* I want someone who will laugh
* I want someone who loves childish things still
(coloring, flying kites, blowing bublles, ect)
* I want someone who knows that I'm not perfect
* I want someone to make me smile not cry
* I want someone honest and faithful
* I want someone who loves music just as much as me if not more
* I want someone to make me a stronger person
* I want someone to kiss the tears that fall away
* I want someone, is that to much to ask for??? |
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| life. |
[Nov. 21st, 2007|08:45 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | daddys | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Our Hearts Divide (Check dem Out) | ] |
So I haven't wrote in this in a very long time.
Many Changes have happend since then.
Lets take the time and refresh memories.
July- that boy struck out and never got my hear, just broke it.
My friends band is offically over there is no longer " The End Of An Era".
Went up north for our family reunion- no comments to kenny..crazy weekend.
My sister got sick. =[
August- Went to Cedar Point.
Sept.- Labor Day party , started my last year of school, went to cedart point once again.
Ocotber- went to homecoming and had the worst time ever, got my prom date =],went trick or treating but not with my g like planned- went as ass*lee simpson.
November...
Over the past few months a lot of new stuff has happened.
I realize when you need to be there for someone else you are always there but they seem to never be able to be there. I'm learing to tell people how i feel when I feel it.Over the summer my friend keith no long wanted to be my friend. It was one of the hardest things and he was one of the people i expected to be there at my wedding.. it makes live harder and I think about him EVERYDAY!. I wish he would just talk to me again.. but he chose a girl instead. I have met some great people this year tho, I started talking to my friend kevin who I havent really talked to since sophmore year, Me and alisha have had our ups and downs, I have met an amazing friend Alex in peer mediation and I hope we build a stong friendship because he seems like someone i could always count on no matter what. I went to a program called challenge day and im challening myself to become a better person and do what i need to do...Went to my uncles suprise party last weekend which was a blast. I love my family and friends..
thats all for now..
true.fucking.love |
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| I'll make you want it. I know I keep sucking you in.. |
[Jun. 17th, 2007|09:01 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Home Sweet Home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Higher. =] | ] |
So today I needed to write my thoughts down, for me, myself & I.
Things have been going good, i guess.
I went to Chicago for a week and just got back late thursday night.
We seen Fall Out Boy while we were there and got burnt to a crisp!
The Sun is no longer my friend.
Boys Will Be Boys...
They confuse me so much! I wish I could understand them.
One min. they want you..the next they want someone else..but then there back?
I think they try it before they buy it?
They just make no sense?
& want you to forgive & forget
& let them have another chance.
It's not that easy.
I'm not pathetic.
*Dancing Crazy.
True.Fucking.Love.
Make up your mind baby.
I dont have forever. |
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| Baby, seasons change but people don't! |
[Mar. 21st, 2007|08:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fall Out Boy | ] |
I havent wrote in almost a month..
I miss the way things use to be with a certain friend of mine...
I also realized that if i could change one thing about me i would def. wish i could stop be so forgiving.. ill take anyone back and forgive them no matter what hell they put me threw...
I cant wait to go to Chi-Town to see the one boys who make my life better..
Fall Out Boy..June 11th 07! FOBconcer#4
=] life.doesnt.get.much.better.then.that |
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| Follow your heart you said to me... but what happens when my heart bleeds.. |
[Feb. 14th, 2007|06:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Dads | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | End Of Days www.myspace.com/theendofanerarock | ] |
Happy Valentines Day.
Love never wanted me.
But I took it anyways..
I cant stop crying. I miss my G and keith so much. I need Bay City back so BAD! It hurts so bad being here. I want everything back how it was before. I hate fake smiles. I cant keep putting it on everyday...
True.Fucking.Love |
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| Babys world. |
[Feb. 10th, 2007|08:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | daddys | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Infinity on High | ] |
I havent wrote in here for a few weeks. A lot is new. So, I went to Chicago on monday until wed. I won two tickets to see Fall Out Boy since im an overcast kid. It was a blast. The show was def. different, you could tell they were in their home town! I want to live there so bad. I also moved back to my home town.. Its gonna suck not living in B.C. anymore but im gonna make it work. A couple more weeks im going to See Cartel, Cobra*ship, Boys like girls and New Atlantic with my friends. its gonna be a blast.
more later.
True.Fucking.Love |
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| I could write it better then you ever felt it.. |
[Feb. 3rd, 2007|03:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Home for now. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The End Of An Era | ] |
I have so much going on right now.
Im moving back to my old neighborhood.
Im more sad then excited.
I love my friends here so much. and my favorite band,
[www.myspace.com/theendofanerarock]
I won two tickets to see Fall Out Boy In Chicago.
So im very excited to go to that show with my G, it will be a blast.
Boys make my dizzy.
Trying to figure them out.
You know there with someone but you wonder if there really happy. Or just put a fake smile on. |
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| If you lie you dont deserve to have friends... |
[Jan. 8th, 2007|06:46 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Pathway to Providence- All I Know | ] |
so latley I have had this feeling I was being lied to and guess what I was.
He was lying about this stupid stuff for like no reason at all. I dont get it.
I discovered this band called Pathway to Providence.
I really like them.
MySpace Link:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=7136238
So much to write
So little time
how can I pinpoint our love
in just a few lines
I'll start with the first time we both kissed
the rain poured down when we touched lips
(( I wish I had someone I could say this too.)) |
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| it was you i was thinking of.. |
[Dec. 20th, 2006|09:56 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Mixed Tape | ] |
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But it was you I was thinking of
wow. I need a break for a minute to breath.. things are going so fast. i cant belive christma is already here.. have a merry christmas you guys.=] |
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| OPEN YOUR EYES! IM STANDING RIGHT HERE! |
[Dec. 9th, 2006|09:06 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | HOME SWEET HOME! | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Round Here Cove by Bden Urie =] | ] |
I wonder sometimes.. will I ever find love. I mean real LOVE. I want the boy whos gonna be there for me. I want to trust him and I want him to trust me... he has to be out there.. but where?
Fall Out Boy: 4 more days.
Christmas is coming! YAY! |
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| why can you read me like no one else? |
[Dec. 2nd, 2006|09:54 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Panic! At The Disco | ] |
Why don't you open up your eyes?
These are more than passing glances
Why don't you say what's on your mind?
Cause I'm taking all the chances
11 Days till i see my boyz again!
No school today. tomrrow making the best PANIC! AT THE DISCO VIDEO EVER!!! & sledding..even if theres no more snow. =]
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True.Fucking.Love |
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| When I See You Smile Tears Run Down My Face... |
[Nov. 23rd, 2006|11:11 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | daddys | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Red Jumpsuit A. | ] |
Days have turned into months and pretty soon they'll be years.
Sometimes I wonder if i will every find love again.
I wonder will he treat me right or put me back in the same situation? People often say and do things that they dont mean.. but once theyve done it- theres no way to fixs things. In order to find love I think you have to suffer a few heart breaks first..which sucks..
Last night was another amazing night of my life.Yes another panic concert. =] Me and my sister were in an elevator with Andrew from (soco) he was so adorable. he made me nervouse and excited. how does that happend? after the concert i spoke to zackk and of course he rememebed me getting my bra signed last tour and he said he would let the boys know i was there. which made me happy. i told him next time they were in MI that i would see him and he laughed and said i know i will. its awsome to know he remembers me..usually they forget. The boys were not allowed to come out and talk because of some crazy fan last tour. which made me up set but i understood its for their saftey so dont be writting any hate mail like some people there because thats why you dont deserve to meet them. cut them a break. they just preformed there whole cd plus two covers for you.
True.Fucking.Love |
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| I LIKE HOW WE ARE WHEN WE DRIVE IN YOUR CAR |
[Oct. 28th, 2006|10:40 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | DADS | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | HELLO GOODBYE | ] |
Things are ment to happen.
They happen for a reason.
Sometimes I think people dont understand that.
You cant make think happen.
Sometimes I wonder what id change if I could go back in time. Sometimes I wonder what if I wasnt the good kid I am and did crazy things like my brother.
[THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TOO]
TOMRROW SAW III & ALISHAS HOUSE
TUESDAY HALLOWEEN
NOV 4 SUPRISE PARTY
NOV 11 SONIC SKATE
NOV 21 PANIC! AT THE DISCO CONCERT #3
TRUE.FUCKING.LOVE |
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| Lips Of An Angel.. |
[Oct. 26th, 2006|11:32 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Grandmas! | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hello GoodBye | ] |
Sometimes love is odd. You don't know who really wants you or who just wants to hit it and quit it. Guys are confusing and somewhat odd sometimes and say weird things..I like this boy but I dont know if id actually want to date him.. hes completley the oppisote and someone i would never really date..but hes so nice and im glad were friends..
True.Love.
UPCOMING EVENTS:
Tonight:Tigers Party
Saturday Night: Halloween Party
Sunday:Home Sweet Home
Tuesday:Trick Or Treating.( yea im too old but idc) |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 23rd, 2006|09:23 pm] |
Panic! At The Disco.
November 21st.2006.
=] |
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| i'm kind of a big thing. |
[Oct. 2nd, 2006|02:15 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Grandmas | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | listing to the news | ] |
we are the girls with the big sun glasses.
we are the girls with not only pretty faces.
we are the girls with a sense of style.
we are the girls who have the best taste in music.
we are the girls who dont have to impress but choose to.
we are the girls who wil try anything once.
we are the girls who shop at hollister and hot topic
we are the girls who ARENT POSERS.
we are the girls who think like guys.
we are the girls who love a guy in tight pants.
we are the girls who want to marry our favorite rock star because of what they do in there bands not because there hott. although its a plus.
we are the girls who want to be something big.
we are the gils who love our cell phones but never call anyone back.
we are the girls who love to drive with the windows down.
we are the girls who collect purses.
we are the girls who love to go to concerts.
we are the girls who will kick your ass.
we are the girls...
& so much more.
Happy Birthday To My Dad =] |
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| this is what you get. |
[Oct. 1st, 2006|09:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | gmas | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | karma police | ] |
October 1st. Yay!
Homecoming next weekend at my old school. it shall be fun! i know that game friday was fun! im hoping for no drama tho. but psh. yea right.
I always start to like someone then pick flaws. and then i dont like them anymore? whats up with that? does everyone do that? or just me? |
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| Short.N'.Sweet |
[Sep. 30th, 2006|05:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Gmas | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hate- Plain White T's | ] |
It feels like home.
i'm back in town.
I missed it so much. |
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